You're together, but not together. You say you're single, but you don't seriously entertain anyone but them. They drop I Love You, but won't claim you. To top it off you have some kind of unwritten rule that you'll only have sex with one another. Who would ever sign up for this half-ass part-time bullshit? A lot of women, apparently. He's in his bag, you're in your bag and there's no time for love, so it is what it is... until it gets a lot deeper and you drown in feelings that you never meant to catch.
Why do so many men waste your time? Why do they see you as a placeholder? Why do you pretend that you don't want more from him when you do? Are you afraid of asking for what you really want and being denied? Is your fear of rejection why you front like you don't want him? You are too old to be afraid to get what you want. You are too great to settle for "go with the flow" relationships. Beloved, you're not building for a future, he's not falling in love, and even though he treats you special sometimes, you are wasting the best years of your life by allowing him to put you on hold. "I don't care, G.L. I'm bored and it's something to do." Ha! Stop lying to yourself. Today we're going to break down how to get out of this kind of purgatory, place holder rela...
